I thought it was time for an update, but I always feel overwhelmed when I haven't blogged for weeks and never know quite where to start. We spend the holiday at my parents house in Colorado and really enjoyed it. Having Tim off work for 17 days was phenomenal :) We played a lot of wii and wii fit as well as numerous games of Killer Bunnies and Bingo, went to a bunch of new movies, and mostly relaxed. I really looked forward to Christmas Sunday especially. Unfortunately, I was somewhat disappointed. I have decided it is much harder to feel the spirit at church when you have a little one who thinks board books are cool anytime EXCEPT church time; and who just wants to crawl around on the floor. I can tell you absolutely ZIPPO of what was said at the meeting... I spent it mostly having an anxiety attack and trying desperately to keep Little One quiet. My parents live in one of those wards where every shoe scuffle is discernable. In our own ward, Chase can scream at the top of his lungs and no one even notices. (remember... we have 5 nurseries). It was highly nerve-wracking for me and I wish I had gotten a little more out of the Christmas meeting. I have been feeling lately like church isn't as... inspiring as it once was for me. Some days I wish I could go to Relief Society and Sunday School and just listen! So Bishop, if you are reading this, I would like a new calling please. (Just kidding!)
Chase and Tim both have the stomach flu right now and are feeling pretty crummy. Trying to be a good mom is hard. Trying to be a good wife is hard. But trying to be a good mom and a good wife while your kids & spouse are both sick is (i'm convinced) impossible. As I feed Chase off my own fork, and commonly share drinks with Tim, the question of if i will get sick or not, is not really a question. I just hope that I don't get sick until they are better and can fend for themselves. (Pretty sure Tim would have Beto's for dinner every night if I wasn't around). Chase's birthday is coming up this week and I'm hoping the little guy is feeling better for his big day.
Chase has taken a few steps alone but he still prefers to crawl. He loves walking behind his little push-toy lion, and he can climb a whole flight of stairs in less time than it takes you to realize he's not in your lap anymore. He's talking a lot and stills says cracker, mama, dada, and papa. He loves animals and calls the kitties: "keese" or "caw". Dogs are "daw", and bottle is "baba". He signs 'milk' and 'more' and it still blows me away. I think it is the coolest "milestone" I've seen. I don't know why the signing more than the walking or talking or rolling over, but when he did it it just hit me so hard that our little baby is turning into a big little person. He has a well-baby tomorrow so I will update this with his measurements and all that great stuff. We weighed him on our scale today and he came out a little over 20 pounds. I'm wondering if our scale is on crack, because he seems to be a good-sized kid; but should have tripled his birthweight by now (making him... 26 pounds). We will see about that.
Christmas cards were a bit of a flurry this year, so whether or not you actually got one, we love you all and are grateful for the part that you play in our lives. We hope you all had a wonderful holiday season (Tim will get mad at me for saying that, so "Merry Christmas" as well), and a Happy New Year!
UPDATE: 1/5/09- Went to the doctor today: Chase weighed 21 pounds exactly and was 29 inches long. His percentiles are getting lower and lower but since he was so late he was very high percentiles when he was born, and is probably just "slowing down" to his actual genetic potential. Good news is, our scale is not on crack (good news for me and tim that is). Had blood taken from his arm for an iron & lead test, and screamed bloody murder. Not looking forward to immunizations next week. Doc diagnosed Rotavirus, not the stomach flu and said it should hopefully be gone within the week. Hoping to give kiddo some birthday cake on Thursday!